Gannon, how about checking yourself when you state how "preprogrammed we are". Perhaps you are the one who is programmed because of your need to constantly NOT be in a group and/or have a different way of thinking.
Sorry but I am me and no one is going to say otherwise. So for your outburst of not wanting to be "attacked" it was you who attacked those who think different from you. Perhaps a quick check of yourself may be in order.

Good luck with the excommunication. Hopefully you find whatever you are searcing for.